I'm turning on my headphones, and currently listening to...
Reba McEntire
I was reading something about Reba as Ryan was walking out the door this morning, when he tells me, "I love you bunches."Along with Dolly Parton, I have loved Reba since the beginning of time, and I don't know one gay boy who has never heard of this amazing artist. Her songs are poignant, long lasting and heart enduring. She wrote, "If I had Only Known" back in 1991 when she lost 8 of her band members in a plane crash. It was such a heartbreaking time for her, and the rest of us who adored her so much.
Not one day goes by that I do not let Ryan know how much I love him. You've heard me say it many times before, "he is the greatest treasure I have ever found." I never want to say that "If I had only known," or that if today was the last day I'd see him, that I would have done things differently, because I have done everything any loving person could ever do. And yes, I have tears running down my cheeks as I write this - it's because He is my happiness, He is my joy!
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I just love and miss you so much. Thank you so much for your wonderful blog, my love. I'm sorry it took me so long to find this. I remember crying in your arms the first time I heard it. A part of me knows that if I ever lost you one day, I would somehow find the strength to go on, but after listening to this song I wonder if I truly do have the ability to only live on this earth as an incomplete person. Part of my body, a piece of my soul, but all of my heart, would be gone forever without you. I just love you so much. Please don't ever leave me. Please just always be okay.
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I wanted to catch up more on your blogs, but I'll have to do it later. I need to come to bed and be with you. I miss you too much and I never want to say, one day, "If I'd only known......."
awww, you're so wonderful and sweet my angel of love! You're everything to me. Love you bunches! :-)
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